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From Seattle Pacific University's Response Magazine:
Like many Americans, Corporal Jake DeShazer wanted revenge. It was World War II and the Japanese had bombed the U.S. naval base at Pearl Harbor, decimating the U.S. Fleet and killing more than 2,400 Americans. A bombardier in the Army Air Corps, DeShazer volunteered for a top-secret mission, agreeing to fly with the legendary Doolittle Raiders in a surprise bombing attack over Japan. After successfully completing their mission, DeShazer and seven other airmen were forced to parachute over occupied China. They were captured by the Japanese.
Only half of DeShazer’s eight-man crew survived (three were executed, and one died of starvation). Rescued by American paratroopers at the end of the war, Jake enrolled at Seattle Pacific College and was in a classroom just two months after leaving his prison cell. He met Florence Matheny on the Seattle Pacific campus and fell in love. The two completed their studies, graduated, and six months later boarded a ship for Japan as Free Methodist missionaries. A million copies of his printed testimony, I Was a Prisoner of Japan, were distributed ahead of Jake’s arrival.
For the next 30 years, DeShazer preached God's grace in Japan, and thousands of Japanese became Christians as a result of his ministry. Among them were two of his former prison guards and Captain Mitsuo Fuchida, the leader of the Japanese squadron that bombed Pearl Harbor. In 1950, after reading I Was a Prisoner of Japan, Fuchida began reading the Bible and became a Christian. He then spent the rest of his life as a missionary in Asia and the United States.
When asked to think back on his time in a tiny cell, what affected DeShazer most was the inspiration he received from reading that Bible. “My heart was filled with joy,” he told listeners everywhere. “I wouldn’t have traded places with anyone.”
Mitsuo Fuchido and DeShazer became lifelong friends. 
I am reading Henry James 'Portrait of a Lady' and I come across a quote I am immediatly drawn to. Partly because it fits into my life philosophy and partly because I've heard it before. Only this time it was written more than one hundred years prior to the example in Chuck Palahniuk book, 'Diary.'
" ..every human being has his shell, and you must take the shell into account. By the shell I mean the whole envelope of circumstances. There is no such thing as an isolated man or woman; we are each of us made up of a cluster of appurtenances. What do you call one's self? Where does it begin? Where does it end? It overflows into everything that belongs to us-and then it flows back again. I know that a large part of myself is in the dresses I choose to wear. I have a great respect for things! One's self- for other people - is one's expression of one's self; and one's house, one's clothes, the books one reads, the company one keeps- these things are all expressive."
Henry James Portrait of a Lady 1881
"....everything you do is a self-portrait. It might look like Saint George and the Dragon or The Rape of the Sabine Women, but the angle you use, the lighting, the composition, the technique, they're all you. Even the reason why you chose this scene, it's you. You are every color and brushstroke....The only thing an artist can do is describe his own face...Your handwriting. The way you walk. Which china pattern you choose. It's all giving you away. Everything you do shows your hand.Everything is a self-portrait. Everything is a diary. . . ."
Chuck Palahniuk Diary 2003
James brings up the idea of how interconnected humanity is while Palahniuk is doomed to eternal nihilism. His characters always are stuck in a quagmire of self inflicted isolation from community.



